Posts (page 2)

ok, so i'm having fun w/ this vid camera. thanx munchie!

So, check out this article in greenville's newspaper.

this is my city, ya'll.  praise jesus.

http://www.reflector.com/local/content/news/stories/2008/01/28/0128barchurch.html

BIG LETDOWN PEOPLE!  Cloverfield, s to the u to the c to the k to the s, and that's pretty disappointing, especially since movies cost around 8 dollars now. 

They made up this big ol hype about the "secret monster" that the movie was about, and by the end of the movie they still don't tell you.

I expected there to be some big fight scene against the "monster" but there's just a few 10 second scenes of army tanks shooting at it a few times.

The whole thing is filmed with a handcam and it's cool for about 20 minutes, until you start wishing that someone would have a steady hand.

basically, don't waste your money. everybody dies in the end, the "funny" lines aren't funny and the "scary" parts aren't scary.

woot

1.  Me drunk and showing off my balancing trick with the shade closer... thing. I'm a pro.,

2. Lauren, Me, and half of Shaquanna

3. Me and Connie. (she wants to lick me!)

Pretty much every blog space online offers a space entitled "about me" to tell others all about who you are.  Along with many others, I don't feel I can fully tell anyone exactly who I am in that one little space.  In reality, I can't.  I'm still figuring out who I am.  Plus, I truly believe that no person will completely know another person in their lifetimes. 

I have been thinking a lot about what makes up my personality a lot lately and how I see the world and since I'm practicing letting my emotions out, I'll feel better if I write about it. ;).

** My main issue.  My family.  My family life is somewhat fucked up, and also beautiful.  I lost my mother and father is slowly dying.  It hurts every day to think about, it's changed me emotionally and it puts a strain on the closeness in my family.  I'm angry that me and my brothers have to lose both our parents so early in life.  And I pray that all 3 of us will live healthy long lives.  Sometimes just thinking about this issue makes me feel like I'm about to have a panic attack. Which is very scary.

** I have a problem with being by myself for more than about an hour.  Which, I'm trying to work on.  I think this has something to do with how I've changed emotionally with the death of my mother.  I love being emersed in a crowded room.  I'd rather be cuddled up with someone then sleep in separate rooms.  I feel better when people want to hang out with me, and show me they like me.  Which, I think me and my brothers are all blessed socially.  Even though we're semi-crazy ... people seem to dig us.  Sometimes I feel like I hang on to people too tight though. This is definitely something I'm trying to fix.  It's good to have people you love in your life, but not good to depend on them to make you happy.

** I LOVE shopping.  If I had more money, I'd definitely do more of it.  I do, however, balance my money very well.  I don't like scary movies as much as I used to because I constantly wonder why people enjoy watching other people die.  The only way I enjoy working out is if it's a class because it keeps it interesting.  I can eat totally healthy for about 5 days a week and then I have to give myself 2 free days to eat some comfort food.  I like to clean, secretly.  I love me some boys, but especially one in particular. I think I fall in love easily and I really have no idea what my "type" of guy is.  One particular guy just seems to catch my eye and it sticks.  I worry too much.  I read stupid magazines.  I watch the E! channel.  I'm scared about getting into nursing school.  I really want to buy some decorations for my apartment because it looks so plain.  I really want to get married one day, though it scares the crap out of me.  Also, having babies makes me nervous.  I love going out, drinking and dancing.  Guilty.  I'll still always have some secrets from everybody, not huge ones though. 

I try and do kind things for other people as much as possible.  I want to go on a REALLY great vacation.  I've only been back and forth to Asheville from Greenville for a while now.  all dating shows make me angry because they're so fake.

i love marshmallows, sushi, bananas, chocolate, cheese, shakes, and pasta. Though, I rarely let myself eat all the bad stuff. 

maybe i'll add some more to this later ;)

*ahem*

Fuzzy Wuzzy Was A Bear

Fuzzy Wuzzy Had No Hair

Fuzzy Wuzzy Wasn't Very Fuzzy

Was He?

*snaps*

i'm fucking tired as shit! i don't know why i'm still up on the computer.... writing about being tired.

insomniac much?!?!?!?!?!?

let me go take my crazy pills....

List five reasons (at least) why you are awesome.
Submitted by goobers18.

OH, how self-absorbed do u think we are VOX? To list why we think we are awesome? 

I suppose it would be rude not to answer your QOTD.  Damn it.  You've got me pinned against a wall.  All right. Here we go.

1.  I'm a dork- and that's ok with me.
2. I have a good sense of humor. 
3.  I'm a little crazy- but not in the "bad" way.
4. I LOVE when I love.  I give 100%.
5.  I like taking care of myself, which means I'll REALLY like taking care of other people when they need me.

*whew* that was painful!

Could I have had a longer subject line? Probably... but damn that one was close. 

So, believe it or not I really think about things my professors say to me after class is over.  Today, for example, in my developmental psych class, my professor was talking to us about the aging process and the elders in our country.  She pointed out that many people in the United States sort of "discard" older people because they can't keep up with our lifestyles.  Now, you may say "BUT I EAT THANKSGIVING DINNER WITH MY GRANDMOTHER EVERY YEAR!" but when you really think about it most of us don't really "hang out" with people over the age of 60 on the weekends.  The sad, but true thing is, if we all did hang out with our elders, we could learn a lot from them.  Most young people hear, but don't really listen to the wisdom older people try to pass down to them.  Part of this is probably because sometimes people have to learn from their own mistakes, which is helpful in the growing process too.

Why am I rambling about this? To be completely honest, I don't know... but I feel like I want to go chill with some old people and ask them about life. 

We also watched a video on Alzheimers and it made me think about my dad.  It's weird to me how I supress some things and believe that I"m ok with them, until something little brings it back to my attention and it makes me sad.  Hm....