Fears
What scares me:
1. That I won't get into nursing school, that I don't have the potential.
2. That I'll not know how to handle when my dad dies.
3. That I'll die alone.
4. The fact that two of my best friends both got cysts found in their bodies in the past week.
5. That I'll push Emmanuel away.
6. That I won't have enough money to pay for necessary things.
7. That I might literally, be crazy. That somethings wrong with me.
8. That I shouldn't be so far away from my dad.
9. That I'll never get married or have children.
10. The fact that I have to get a doctor to fix my jaw (long story)
11. That I feel like I'm going to have a panic attack all the time now.
12. That other people don't realize how stressed out I am.
13. That Emmanuel will move and we'll break up.
14. That my heart will break again.
I'm really stressing out lately, if you can't tell. These are all the things that are on my mind, and bothering me. Ugh. What do i do?
Comments
2. Death is part of life... embrace it, do not fear it.
3. You will not die alone... you love people too much for that to happen.
4. I hope your friends are doing better and don't need surgery.
5. If you end up pushing Emmanuel away, it will be for a reason.
6. You will have money after you leave college. Until then, loans rock.
7. You are not crazy. I know crazy and you ain't it, my friend.
8. Visit your dad more often, when you can... it will make you feel better.
9. You will definitely get married and have two or more children. [sees future]
10. Health problems suck, but fix your jaw... I have an issue with my jaw too.
11. Get some meds and stop panicking... or drink alcohol more often.
12. If other people don't realize how stressed out you are... tell them.
13. Emmanuel won't move... and if he does, it wasn't meant to be.
14. Broken hearts suck, but they are worth every ounce of pain because you allowed yourself to love someone, and that is the best thing going in life.